The gun was not actually pressed against her temple. It merely hovered near as if following the slow spinning housefly careening
around the room on the other side of her head.
A cool crisp bright spring-morning air flowed through the screen door
and under the half open window as it spread into the darker interior.
But that's
a whole
'nother story.
As for the photo above right, it shows me, my mother, two sisters and
servers in mom's Center Main Restaurant (London, Ohio) at the stroke
of midnight New Years Eve, 1953.
The photo at left is not my family but an iconic photo of the Great
Depression (click it for
source) showing the type of situation my folks had
just recently pulled
themselves up and out of.
Actually, I find the photo on the right to be significantly more
poignant because the clock and calendar show it was just 3 month's
before that excitedly bright and assuredly hopeful
owner of the restaurant (2nd from right, my mother) received news that her oldest son had been killed in the Korean War.
She and my family were never the same, and when my nephew found this
old photo and sent it to me 65 years later, I did not recognize that
image of my mother as the woman I knew in any way.
For weeks I kept coming back to the picture trying to figure out who that mysterious
unknown woman was, until the unexpected realization of date, time, and
location burned a flashed and wailing recognition of the truth.
In fact that happy hopeful woman truly was not the woman I knew as my mother.
By the time I was fully aware of her, the death of her eldest son had
already crushed her spirit in ways that even
changed her appearance.
That flashed realization also reminded me I did in fact have a
vague memory of a camera bulb exploding in front of my eyes, just as my dad
quipped, "Bobby, lookie
over here!"
Likely that is why I hate getting my picture taken even today.
A year or so after the picture above right was taken, I watched my dad
circling his gun beside the head of my sister... the one seen mugging behind
me in the photo.
Fifteen years later I became the first and only one of my immediate
family to go
to college.
In any case, the facts of that photo give context for this new book
presented here about my
experiences with online education at
SNHU.
When starting something new my process is always to make a book out
of it, and
this self-programmed digital book framework (you are viewing) assures scaleable flexibility
with great creative fluidity for every project, wherever it may lead.
My overall goal at this point is to make sure things I learn along the way will be
openly available in an organized presentation to help jump start
others beginning any similar journey.
Plus I like writing.
Below are linked two other projects which take advantage of the same
e-book format and helped develop it:
Chuckie's Mission
(written to much applause for a local cycling club newsletter; one
reader said, "As soon as I saw the word bucolic, I said, "Oh
boy, here we go!")
Truth - Beauty - Art
(someone commented, "My god, it sounds like literature," to which I
responded, "I sounds like literature because that is exactly
what it is.")
In addition to my proprietary book format, I also make daily use of
my own Project Manager in order to keep things moving forward as fast and
efficiently as possible:
KeyTap® Memos
My basic start-up scratch notes for the
SNHU project are here:
SNHU : Southern New Hampshire University
1)
"How can the knower know the knower" is my own (more to the point) long
standing paraphrase of a concept that I probably picked up in the late
1960's from
Transcendental Meditation when
Maharishi Mahesh Yogi was all the rage, or maybe it came from my
studies of
Saint Augustine at MacMurray College, 1968-72. It is a concept I
have referred to over the years, and it helps explain why this digital
book format was designed to formalize the making of expandable changes
to a basic start-up idea with creative fluidity. Copyright ©
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